Gavin's Journal
09 November 2002
it's been a long summer

it's winter now.
where have i been?
do i always apologise when i disappear like this?
of course i do.it's
been weird and hectic and somehow i was not sure where to start so i stopped.
i am in london.just so you know i am working on music .
some good days and then others that drain and flip you out.
so much is up in the air and i apologise to those of you who care about me,about bush and where the future lies.
i wonder how many people will read this and if you really care.
i write this for the fans -the loyal true smart talented funny difficult shy loud spirited cool can-be mean non-judgemental purists.
anyone else can swim off.
i will not let you down.
i will not disappear
i will turn up with more news soon.
this is not supposed to be cryptic.i just wanted to let you know i am alive and well.
alone in london with winston figuring music.
i am not daydreaming,i am considering what to do and how to do it best.

all the bush shows we did up to august filled me with nothing but goodness.i thank you for coming out to see us.
soon christmas will be around us.
my advice is to make presents.it means a lot.
creative endeavour is priceless.
thankyou for my cards and presents for my birthday.
i appreciate them all.i appreciate you all-whoever's left.
i will stay in touch.
remember though i won't be long.

by the way it's been non-stop fireworks for days here.
my house is right by a hill and it's been raining fire for days.
brilliant.
have a wicked weekend and go light up yourself.
gavin x